Confessions of an Atheist

I hate Islam, Christianity, and Judaism. I hate their inquisition, cihad, crusade, zionism, and lies.

I do not believe in when a Christian or a Muslim or a Jews says that she is tolerant to atheists.

I especially hate Popes. They look like me creepy creatures.

I did not feel happy when a Turkish man shot a Pope in 1981.

I felt happy when an alive-bomber entered into UK consulate in 2003 and exploded. I respected suicider. I was too near to happening, about 20 metres. I have survived with a few seconds. I have seen, even touched the bomb vehicle.

I like aggression and violence. They look me like self-defence. I live in a country and town with ordinary violence. I see every kind of violence everyday. I do not care. It is normal to me.

To me wars will continue about 500 years more.

To me religions will continue for ever. Non-religious kind of man will be post-human or homo sapiens (N). I hope it to realize in 5.000 years at most.

As a futurologist, I see increasing wars between 3 one godded religions.

I do not care Asian religions. But 3 Gandhi’s assassination by the peace defender religious people, make me laugh.

I feel more than sympathy to taoism, not as a religion, but as a logic / dialectical systematic. Confuciusism seems to me conformism. I do not like conformists.

I do not care about animists, paganists, etc. They are more than 1 billion and they will increase in the future.

I don’t think a real atheistia will be founded. So I imagine atheist communes only. I can’t found such a thing. I am too old for this. So I only imagine.

I write about atheism, but do not talk. I do not like to talk to people less intelligent and having less knowledge then me, even they are atheists. Turkish atheists are very ignorant and too stupid.

After all these lines, I am not an übermensch defender. I only see that evolution and history way bifurcates. I select the way going to future. I.e. futurology is more important to me than atheism.

I am an auto-anarchist. I destroyed all my life. I only read and wrote books. Now after a half of a century, I am finished.

I am sure that I will not meet with anyone from atheistnexus. Indeed I do not want either. This is only a voice in the syberspace.

I hope you will have happy lives. Thank you your patience against me.

How Much Serious is Your Atheism?

Do you die for your atheism?

Do you die to save the life of an atheist?

Do you prevent when an atheist is beaten?

Do you divorce?

Do you marry with an atheist only for atheism?

You have learnt that your wife said that she has been an atheist, is a theist; what do you do?

You have learnt that your riend said that she has been an atheist, is a theist; what do you do?

Do you leave your child(ren)?

Do you accept to loose your job?

Do you accept to go to exile?

Do you accept to leave your city / home?

Do you leave your school?

Do you talk about your atheism with untolerant theists?

Do you accept to be a member of an atheist (democrat) party?

Do you donate to such a party?

Do you accept not to be buried after your death?

Do you accept no ceremony after your death?

Do you accept having no grave?

Do you accept to be friend with someone only because of she is an atheist?

Do you hire somenone only because of she is an atheist?

List goes on.

You may answer all and add new ones.

Minorities vs. Minorities

A society is ruled according to majorities’ rules.

We, the atheists are minority in societies with theist majority.

Minorities are called marginals or deviants by the reference of normal majority.

People are not tolerant against minorities. This is called normal fascism.

But sometimes minorities may apply normal fascism against other minorities.

An ethnic group in a country may think that their rights come before others’ because they are majority of minority. This has been observed.

And for example an atheist may be intolerant against a gay or lesbian.

I am left-handed, none-voter, not goer to army, payer no tax, neutrosexual, etc. I am in minority in at least 10 main subjects.

There are 13 % handicapped, % 5 alcoholic, % 5 drug addictive, % 5 using depression drugs, etc. minorities in Turkey. So more than a half of the population of Turkey is in any minority. But Turkish people are one of least tolerant peoples in the world against minorities.

It is very interesting to watch people’s behaviors when in minority and in majority like a movie. They are tyrannical in majority and one moment later they are oppressed when in minority. We may claim that Turkish people have social schyzophrenia.

Let’s look at global panorama:

Neo-globalism and neo-liberalism brought a new normal fascism to the world. After 1968 events, people lost all their tolerances against minorities.

If anyone moves away an epsilon from her standard biography, she will be punished. She will loose her job, her family, etc.

We, the atheist are in such conditions. In the appearance, there is a tolerance in G-7 countries, but not really. After September 11th, Islamophobia had hegemonia in USA and EU countries.

In these conditions even minorities in other subjects are intolerant against atheism.

Enlightment Age finished. Darkenment Age (a new Middle Age) begun.

Welcome to the desert of the reality.

Atheists vs. Atheists

When we say atheist, we mean mostly non-Islam, non-Judaism, non-Christianity.

Because biggest religious wars of the history occurred between Islam and Christianity. For 1,350 years. Long time. Many millions death people. Big population.

And today, because of extermination of main values of human being by neo-globalism and neo-liberalism there is a new war. For the first time in the history, we, the atheists are in the war between Christianity and Islam. In the middle of it.

So most of atheist are afraid of this situation. Of course they are right. We know the history of the inquisition of both Islam and Christianity. They kill, torture, rape, etc.

To me, most of atheists are soft. They don’t like to fight.

But Trotsky says: You may not be interested in war, but war is interested in you.

We are in the middle of conflict among so called civilizations, indeed barbarism of religions.

I prefer war, or war prefers me. This is not a choice. I do not know to die. I do not know suicide. I know only to survive. Survive means war. Always was. Still is.

There is relatively freedom in G-7 countries. Atheists in these countries may be satisfied with this situation.

I am not a powerful warrior. I have many sickness in my body. But I can not reconcile the differences. I am a debtor of thousands of the lives taken by Islam in my country in the republic period. There were many massacres.

Theists must pay. In this world of course.

We do not believe other world, do we?

So my kind of atheists may be exluded by other atheists.

So my kind atheists may be vs. other kinds of atheists.

Are we, or not?

Footnote: This is not an agitation.

Atheism and Anarchism

Atheism and anarchism have a common point: They are against the state.

Believers, theists or non-theists (like Confuciusists or taoists) need the state to govern and to spread on their beliefs. So non-believers should be against the state and its religious power (theocrasy).

Communists and anarchists differ on this subject. The main stream communists need to have the state / the government. So they were against anarchists in Internationals.

In so called real socialism, ex-USSR and China had atheist inquisition. The religion may be opium of the peoples, but you should not force the people not to believe.

We see that ex-East Europe (COMECON) countries’ people partly return to the Christianity. Of course this is partly because of reel socialists.

The state has a 5 millenniums history and this is called as the World System.

This total panorama shows us, first we go to less gods and second we go to less state.

Today most atheists live in Europe. This is because of 2 world wars. People lost their believes to anything, also to their God.

3rd World countries have mainly 2 groups: Inquisition of Islam and non-theist religions.

In this panorama, Islam and Christianity seems to continue their religious wars for many next centuries.

We, the atheists must create a living space to ourselves. They will not allow us to exist. So we will struggle against them. So we do.

Confession of My Atheism in Turkey

Short story:

They looked at me with horror.

Long story:

It was more than 5 years ago.

Everything changed slowly.

Right-wing parties generally win elections in Turkey. (Indeed there is no real left-wing party in Turkey.)

Neo-globalism and neo-liberalism beginned in 1980s came to Turkey in 3 waves: 1983 Ozal, 1993 Ciller, and 2003 Erdogan.

All they claimed that they were both liberal and conservative. It was and is impossible.

So called liberal-conservatives damaged all traditional values in Turkey. Because consumption cult destroys everything, so it has happened too.

You could not say even atheist 10 years ago in Turkey.

In the half way of the third liberalism wave there was no traditional pressure remained against people like me. Because every family has had a marginal or a deviant. They have nothing to say.

So first they learned to hear atheism. And then they tried to change me. And then they changed. Today some Muslims are very regretful that they have voted to AKP (Justice and Developing Party). They know what has happened. Everything has been sold.

Today I make fun of them.

Atheists always were afraid of saying their atheism. It is still so. That is why I do not search to support from them.

About 20-30.000 people know my atheism. I took death treaths. No problem. I know my folk. I know when they will really kill me. Then I will go away of course.

We go to half-inquisition in Turkey. They have had power for 10 years and want to be there 10 years more. To me it is impossible. But Turkey is a surprise country. It may be.

I have been writing about atheism in blogs for more than 5 years. I do not try make someone an atheist. Our law is fuzzy. I do not want to go to jail because of the crime of insulting Islam (yes, there is such a matter in our Penalty Law).

I have never entered into a mosque or a church or a sinagogue. It will remain as the same till my death. In fact I think not to be in my death ceremony by exterminating my death body.

So this a war between me and them. I like Sun Tzu. I use tactics and strategies of him. It works.

I am still here and alive. It works.

Atheism and Humanism

Some atheist may be humanists. Some humanists may be atheists.

Some atheists may not be humanists. Some humanists may not be atheists.

Common sense says us atheists are mostly humanist.

I am an atheist, but I am not humanist.

I am a trans-, meta-, post-humanist.

It means that I do not think that I am a human being.

Yes, I am brain. Yes, I think. But no, I am not a human being.

I have a right to be a non-human being among human beings.

All non-humanists,  human clonists, spacists, immortalists, etc. have this right.

If you want to see numbers, we are about 700,000 to 7 millions in 7 billions in 2011.

Most of non-humanists are partly non-humanists. I am fully non-humanist.

I had been born a few millenniums early. So these sentences may seem absurd to most of readers.

Why is there no atheist party in European Parliament?

There are many Christian democrat parties in the Europe. (Indeed I don't think to be Christian and democrat together.) So an atheist democrat party is needed against them.

Atheism is a Political Issue

Atheism is not apolitical. (There may be apolitic atheists, this does not change the general situation..)

All 3 monotheist religions, Chiristianity, Islam and Judaism are de facto ve a priori anti-democratic. They claim to be global / universal. There has been a war between Christianity and Islam for 1,350 years. This is a political situation.

Atheism can not be apolitical in this conditions, it is not allowed by them.

Atheists have political righst, like Muslims and Christians, but nobody cares it. So atheists must make them to care it. This is a political issue.

Atheists must be in the national assemblies to protect their rights.

Half of the people do not want an atheist president and half of the people do not vote in the presidency elections in USA. I.e.: Most of the people wanting an atheist president do not vote because of  that is impossible. So let us make it possible.

Let us elect atheist deputies for European Parliament to protect our rights.

Let us stay against cihad of Islam, crusade of Christianity, imperialism of Israel / Judaism.

I know these are survival (vital-fatal) issues. So political atheism is a survival issue.